{May 12, 2018}   Invisible Something

It’s invisible.

It can only be felt… It’s always there with you.. All the time! Even when you’re happy or when sad… And in the daylight your senses are numb… and it hides away in the day like a vampire would.

Sunshine and numbness… and you feel happy in that numbness. You forget how it actually felt. But in the dark hours.. those senses are warm again. And it breathes under your skin. You lie there sobbing.. imagining all the “what if’s” … Hoping to fall asleep by counting sheeps.. … But you can’t. Not until it has sucked your blood.. enough.
And it’s even hard to explain. It’s a feeling that never goes away. That invisible something!


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