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{January 7, 2016}   Jamesy boy
  • In my mind, there’s a boy
    who exists in chains.
    Inside a cold, dark room
    of painful solitude
    is where he will remain.
    Behind these walls
    the sorrow is inevitable.
    as relentless as
    the passage of time.
    Mentalities corrupt & dark,
    brainwashed,
    and hopelessly blind.
    Prisons are packed
    with crowded spaces,
    lifers and guards with
    hollow hearts
    afraid of changes,
    and weakened wills
    become complacent.
    yet, I maintain with patience,
    time can limit
    but not shatter my will,
    strength blazed across my chest,
    as solid as
    penitentiary steel,
    but the silence speaks,
    it tells me all I need to hear,
    It confirms my beliefs & its
    promises I have to fear.
    It reminds me that without
    freedom, I’m alone.
    And these whitewashed walls
    don’t make up
    for blackened souls.
    I’ve given 95% of my boys
    a handshake than a pound,
    before they were either locked
    down or buried off
    in cemetery grounds.
    What I’ve done is who I am,
    but who I am is what I do now
    I won’t let up or cease
    to fight.
    Just time,
    I plan on doing it right.
    And what’s right
    lies within me.
    I’m learning to
    appreciate my struggle
    for it would be hard to find
    the joy of accomplishment
    without it.
    We live and we learn.
    We rise and we fall.
    Like the heartbeat
    of a sleeping giant
    with bitter-sweetness dreams.
    STAY UP, NEVER DOWN.
    (movie- Jamesy boy)
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{December 25, 2015}   Temptation and repulsion

To put them aside, to shove them off
I ignore, atleast try to, these feelings and
thoughts,
I cannot.

It’s an inner battle between
ARGH’s and AWW’s
between what I desire and I am sickened by
And then it breaks, cravings overruns what
I am resisting and descends a great
darkness upon a COLD WINTER’s EVE
SIX STRAIGHT HOURS OF DARKNESS
……(but then…)

Pain is all that your GUILT BEARS,
you are sickened with what you have become,
as love to my mind……
Weak is your soul! temptations are too strong!
Pain eludes you! Adrnaline is strong and weakens power of guilt.
(As for me…)

I am numb and dumbfounded
as the VICIOUS cycle repeats itself
Mush and hate
temptation and repulsion.



“If loving someone is putting them in a straitjacket and kicking them down a flight of stairs, then yes, I have loved a few people.”(It occured to me)

I know I’m not perfect but I’m so close it scares me!

“Blood may be thicker than water, but it’s certainly not as thick as ketchup. Nor does it go as well with French fries.”

 

READ THEM SOMEWHERE… THOUGHT TO SHARE!! SO DID.. ^^^
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{January 27, 2014}   SO ALWAYS REMEMBER!

BELIEF –affects—> CONSCIOUS STATE OF MIND –affects—>ATTITUDE–affects—>ACTION–results in—>ACHIEVEMENT–results in—>FURTHER STRENGTHENING OF BELIEF –results in—> “SUCCESS”



{January 9, 2014}   FLOWING WATER O…

FLOWING WATER OF RIVER IS CALMER THAN RESTRICTED WATER OF DAM..



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imagesmnkjhthemaskgirl wonders how people have time to hate people. As in they do not have to do things in life. For instance, there is a friend who needs help with shifting his home and you say “dude! I got meeting tonight.Probably, i will be there by tomorrow”. But when your friend says “I don’t know man, why is she doing this to you” and leaving all your other work you just quote “i know and i hate her for this”. DO YOU ACTUALLY MEAN IT?

I guess it’s about the attitude. If you’re an average you would say – you hate someone.
If you’re above average, you would say – you don’t like someone.
But if you’re brilliant, you would say- it’s okay! I’m busy in spreading love.
JUST FEW WORDS COULD CHANGE EVERYTHING!!!
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{February 5, 2013}   MOTIVATIONAL QUOTES ~defining me

i was just doodling and came across some of the quotes!! (psstt.. i intentionally came across them.) So i found it really inspiring!!!  Hope this ones helpful to you too..

I knew I was going to take the wrong train, so I left early.
– Yogi Berra

I’ve got all the money I’ll ever need, if I die by four o’clock.
– Henny Youngma

People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing – that’s why we recommend it daily.
– Zig Ziglar

God is dead -human human is dead -god

Five out of four people have trouble with fractions.
– Unknown

None of us is as dumb as all of us.
-true na??

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{November 7, 2012}   dreams and goals

Dreams are something which you see with closed eyes..!! whereas goals are something you see to achieve when you are awake. People make mistakes in differentiating the both.At-least that’s what i know. Dream is the specific word for things you see while you’re sleeping. Dreams could make you see of what you never thought of, real unexpected types. Goals are something you know that what it will be to achieve it and what exactly it is. Many of my known tell me that” if you see someone to your close ,in your dreams it means that they are missing you”-And i find this statement similar to the hiccups one thing. Its REALLY easy to see a dream.. but very difficult to see a goal. Yeah! and when people say with open eyes that its my dream.. it means that they’re sleeping. As dreams aren’t to be fulfilled but the wishes are, so i guess they again mistaken dream with another word wishes. All i wanted to say is people should not get wrong with the usage of word “dream”.
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et cetera